morning after
u start a day thinkin its gonna be perfect, yr plans are laid right before yr eyes, yr frens have cast away verything to just to be with u to spend the last day of the ol' yr with u. i assume ppl always wonder what they are gonna do on 31st of dec of every single yr rther than setting the goals for the upcoming yr.
a friend left for taiwan on a six month stint. the collective expression on everyone's face revealed our deep concerns for her in a foreign land. true enogh that we are all adults but we all know how she handles her financial matters and deal with personal issues. in short, nobody thinks she is ready to face the challenges awaiting for her over there. personally. i think such ppl need to venture out even more to catch up with the herd that has moved on way before her. if being streetsmart was a medal of cirtue most of us garner, its time for her to fetch her own. It may seem cruel to release a lamb into the lion's den but if she walks out albeit with scars n all.. she 'd be one lamb u won;t wana mess ard with.. i think she will come back to be a more confident individual! good luck , my friend!
i so into phone calls coz it bugs me the most. when i am put on hold, does it happen to everyone to wonder who might the other person be? does this nagging desire to know infiltrate all fibres of logic.. hmmm (qn)" so who's tt? " (reply)"why should i tell u" ~~~ just u wait~~~
the vengeful side of me wants to play tit for tat. let's see what happens when i withold information form her the next time, will she develop an inquisitive rash just like it has infected me. i wonder why i am that nosy, why is it i absolutely have to know.. is that possessiveness when we are not even a couple. even after the chain of events that has unveiled over the past few weeks,, do events occur to set a permanent change in the course of future.. or is it just a mirage and i am the mist one walks on towards the psychedelic castle of dreams.
three weeks ... sufficient time for a significant change to occur, may it be life changing, world spinning, vapid dreaming or just swirling in cream n chocolate. do the stars burn to remind us of the eventuality of all relationships.. bright n unique, a guidepost in our lives. some last a bit longer, some just die. diminishing glow, frantic search for combustion... only to discover its all gonna end n leave a dull formless black space tt stays empty for eternity
posted by ruffmeowz @ 5:55 PM
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