never an ever
" why does it hurt so bad, why do i feel so sad.." yes the physical trauma endured from the marathon makes me cringe with every step after crossing the finishing line. Wouldn't it be great for all the pain n fatigue to just go "poof" now that's a good finisher's reward.
recently i broached the subject of getting to know someone better via the phone and was rejected flatly. i consulted a bevy of aunt agonies and the results came to nought. the funny thing is that i feel bad too. its only a friend, perhaps the early signs of a crush, but definitely a friend. this i hypothesize as i wld never like someone unless i knew the person personally. there are exceptions, like gwyneth paltrow and uma thurman. regarding these two, please show yrself through my front door as it has been left open far too long inviting unexpected guests.
whats' the meaning behind getting together through unplanned processes where our common interests brings us together to interact and commingle. Its like if i don't see a shooting star today, i have got no reason to step out of my house coz the stars ain't aligned. its hard for me to prescribe to such notions and even harder so as i had never encountered someone like that. IT GOT ME DUMBFOUNDED.
Its just a girl afterall, not entirely worthy of my undevoted attention whatsoever. this reminds me of the "fan jian" complex that many men suffer from. the more they can't reach, the more they want to get. its chasing the distant dream, the idealistic triumph over the fire breathing dragon with the one swing of the excalibur. its the trojan horse that seems perfectly innocuous that brings the downfall of a guarded state. its me trying to win you over, never ever.
its just a friend.
next up, i kinda like the idea of the cup cake bubble inflating in our very shores. they are exorbitantly priced and justifiably so with the intricate details paid to ensure that they look like ones that got sifted out of a victorian tea party. very pretty and immaculately thought of (baked of rather?)
for all fellow foodies , please check out this website aptly titled CCUP. the website takes an idiot to fumble up. the accompanying musical score with its appealing graphics wld find good company amongst the largely female shopping crowd. (lace and flowers and PINK~) they give a brief history and descriptions of the cup cakes. all the above weren't important except that the site sirens with gay vibes. so u know yr cup cakes come with extra TLC ;)
here goes : http://www.c-cup.biz/
this is courtesy of grace aka shopping queen whom is actually sleeping queen
my next musing for the day is about happy feet, i WANT TO WATCH THIS SHOW LA, CAN U SENSE MY FRUSTRATION FROM THE SUBTLE TONE OF MY VOICE> I KNOW ITS DAMN CUTE N I WANT TO WATCH IT CAN> BUT NOBODY WANTS TO WATCH IT WITH ME> I AM SUCH A LOSER.
that actually feels better, all that for a penguin :) better than for a woman :) :)
i decided to steer clear of woman trouble as times like this requires a calm mind. sobriety is acheived thru rigorous meditation and abstinence from the pleasures of the world. OMMMMMMMMM
i am only blogging as i am feeling grouchy. its an outlet :)
later
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