absence in cahoots with a distant past
yes, i am a civil engineer now. (hope i get the degree at least)
yes, i am appreciative to be studying than burning my hands on occult rituals.(which is actually worse?)
yes, i ve been keeping my friends in the dark about recent developments.( guilty as charged, rohan, unleash yr fury!!!!!)
yes, life is simple and i make it difficult.( kudos to myself n no one else)
yes yes yes yes.. yes sir no mdm... no no no no no
pointing the gun to yr head is easy ( care to pull the trigger for me?)
life is at its crossroads. it seems to be destined that we arrive at this junction once every big issue comes crashing on u like a pop up internet ad. u think u can stop them all, they just lay in wait.... before they pounce... basically, i think problems are just waiting to make a jack in the box entrance. vulnerable souls dread its oncoming presence, brave souls whitewashed with ignorance think that they can handle it. DOe a DeeR.. o i am such a simpleton waiting for it to pass me by... deafeat-ist cowdrice ridden DUh uuuUUHHH me.
i give myself a chance. one last chance to outrace the rabbit in my shell burdened race. the tortoise hides because he's always deprived of the opportunities that laid in front of it. he could only collect social graces along the way. cowering under the magnificent glamour of polished glimmering ambition. its not his choice, his fate long decided before his creation as a tortoise. once he thought, i would remove my shell and evolve. the mockery n jibbing at the instant he took it off made him swore off the idea for good. does he eva get a chance to rise above all odds. defy public opinion and take flight? flying tortoise..... Are u the rabbit or the tortoise?
i shall try to take it off, i need yr support my dear friends.
work been keeping me busy. being busy is good. i feared the dull monotonous humdrum pace that plagued me before i started work. i was monopolising on a boardgame, windsurfing and tryin to tie up loose ends without hanging myself.
she once told me:" too much time could be too little time."
i can't agree more
discipline, paid a heavy price to learn that lesson
so far away...
even if i could only hook it withmy pinkie
i shall try..
posted by ruffmeowz @ 10:03 AM
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