ain't no sunshine
enough of emotional blabber, i'm sick of it myself, makes me wanna puke. can't believe i wrote so much about something so pointless and meaningless. Like a butterfly shedding its cocoon, determined to leave the past as it is, a distant memory awashed on the shores of wilful regret.
today, after a very good slumber session with me n me alone.. u only have yrself to depend on mostly.. learn.. n grow up the hard way.. yes, there's no one out there! wakey wakey rise n shine~ we always choose to learn things the hard way, pure stupidity steering our skewed judgment in hope of glorious happy moments to flood our vapid lives... suddenly i feel this surge of anger spiralling sporadically round n round me.. wonder what's the source of it all~~helplessness :(
i shall close the chapter as it is. done.
i hope bouldermania would be a success. in life, we are measured by our successess, since my love life is a failure, hopefully, other aspects in my life would be a roaring success. time to chalk up some points up the academic scale, social life, sporting excellence and everything i lay my hands on. folly has gotten me this far.. (short of my goals)
being idealistic only dragged me backwards into e vortex of suffering..
(heartache remains a heartache)
time to let go and seek my goals. today marks the formation of my chrysalis.
(independence day )
:) a slight taste of waltzing in euphoria
posted by ruffmeowz @ 1:00 AM
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